Friday, November 2, 2007

Doubt

What happens when you suddenly, for no reason at all, have misgivings? What happens if you've been spending the past year plus of your life staying somewhere, pursuing a career path about which you feel only lukewarm at best, because you wanted to be with someone, and then out of the blue, you find yourself with a sick feeling in your gut, wondering if maybe he's starting to move in a different direction? What do you do when you were always sure that you were the one who was going to leave, and suddenly you feel like you might, in fact, be the one left behind?

I suppose if you're a mature, rational individual, you talk about it. And if you may be (just a little) crazy on the inside, you let it fester ad tear you apart.

But how, how can you ask someone whom you can't even tell you love (and who has never told you the same) if he's stopped loving you?